November – The Choicest Gift

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When I was a kid, every month I received an issue of “World” magazine.  One year, the December edition showed a boy and a girl completely inundated with gifts.  They must have opened up just about everything in the whole world on Christmas morning (or Chanukah night), including a new robot, which I really, really wanted.


The magazine was an inspiration.  It set the bar for the ideal holiday.  I stared at it for days, imaging that I was the one unwrapping all of those gifts.  It would take hours and hours.  I’d start with the small boxes first and work my way up to the robot.

After I’d drooled myself dry, I brought the magazine to my mother’s attention. “I wish I could have all these presents”,  I told her.  I don’t know why.  In my heart I knew that the presents were excessive, but I still wanted all that stuff.  I felt greedy just thinking about them, so I assumed my mother would say something like, “those kids are spoiled rotten.”    Instead, she completely surprised me.  She looked at that mountain of gifts and said, “If I could, I’d get them all for you.”

Those simple words filled me with love in ways that to this day I have trouble finding the words for.  No joke.  I’ve been working on this paragraph for hours.  I write and rewrite and I still can’t get at the emotion.  Fundamentally, the words my mother spoke were enlightening.  They triggered a realization that, though love could be expressed with presents, the presents themselves were not love.  Until then, I had been confusing those two things. The kids in the magazine might have more gifts than me, but they didn’t have more love.  I had all the love I needed, right then and there.  I didn’t have to wait for it to come on a certain day.  I didn’t need to unwrap it.  It was just there, always.


For years now I’ve been recording holiday songs.  Until now, they have been arrangements of traditional Christmas carols;  my interpretation of songs you already knew well.  This year is different.  Today I’m offering a new holiday song – my tribute to the amazing realization I made all those years ago.  


This month’s song features my grandmother’s harmonium.  It’s an old, creaky pump organ (you can hear it cracking and popping during both solos) that she gave me long ago.  When I visited her as a kid, I’d always run to this instrument as soon as I could and play it.  I loved its sound and the way it seemed to “breathe” with each foot-pump.  Even the creaks and pops had an endearing character.


Happy holidays everyone.  I hope they are great, restful and full of love.

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18 thoughts on “November – The Choicest Gift

  1. WOW says:


    1. Josh says:

      So glad to hear you like it!

  2. Yunjung says:

    Your holiday tune was very lovely and soothing. I enjoyed it very much.

    1. Josh says:

      Glad you liked it!

  3. Aline says:

    Love the tune and the story as well!

  4. Your story and song brought a sincere tear to me eye. I have been taking Claritin this week so it was not likely due to allergies (the tear). So but I just poured some Claritin in my eye though? (just in case) Happy Holidays.

    1. Josh says:

      I hope your allergies clear up soon! Maybe next spring I’ll do an allergy themed number.

  5. Fletcher McNeill says:

    Love the tune. Great ending. Love the Harmonium. Know a few bands that have used it. Thanks as always for sharing your music with us. Happy holiday season.

    1. Josh says:

      You, too! Have a great holiday season!

  6. Nancy West says:

    Thank you, Josh.

    1. Josh says:

      De nada, as the brazilians say. You’re very much welcome.

  7. Malcolm and Susan Trevillian says:

    Great music, Josh! Safe travels to Cambodia and back!

    1. Josh says:

      Glad you like it!

  8. Caitlin Cary says:

    Thanks for sharing this with me, Josh. I love it. Happy travels!

  9. Jean Lesesne says:

    Great to hear your soothing, beautiful music! Thanks for sharing your talents.

    1. Josh says:

      Thanks so much! I’m glad you enjoyed this one!

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